Hey sweeties, I'd like to apologize to you all for the inconsistency of my streams and my absence lately. As I do love spending time on my streams and all that goes with it, there is something I was trying to keep out of it but it is obvious that this is affecting my activity as a whole. We all have our struggles in life and I am no exception, as for my personal mental health struggles I have many but long ago I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder which causes me to have severe mood swings that range from hyper positivity and high energy to extreme depression and barely being able to get out of bed. Lately I've been struggling with the latter, which is why my streams have been spotty. I do try to push through them because I do want to be around but I also don't want to bring those vibes to my streams. These mood swings are unpredictable and do not have any timeframe to how long they will last. I am constantly trying to control them and am always working to move past them. 🩷🩷🩷