PART 2:
A little context: injuring my back really threw off my routine. I couldn’t make it to the gym, couldn’t go on walks with the dogs, and honestly, I couldn’t get out of my own head for a while. My back’s doing better now, but that downtime gave me space to reflect on a lot — not just my stream, but my life in general. What’s working, what’s not, and what I want to improve.
“SEXY TIME” STUFF:
I’ve always been what people consider "thin and attractive" — yeah, boo hoo, right? I know how that sounds. Bear with me a moment. I am trying to be open with you guys.
Right now, I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been. And when a big chunk of your self-worth has been (unhealthily) tied to how you look, any change in that can really mess with your head. It’s been messing with mine — even before the injury.
A little context: injuring my back really threw off my routine. I couldn’t make it to the gym, couldn’t go on walks with the dogs, and honestly, I couldn’t get out of my own head for a while. My back’s doing better now, but that downtime gave me space to reflect on a lot — not just my stream, but my life in general. What’s working, what’s not, and what I want to improve.
“SEXY TIME” STUFF:
I’ve always been what people consider "thin and attractive" — yeah, boo hoo, right? I know how that sounds. Bear with me a moment. I am trying to be open with you guys.
Right now, I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been. And when a big chunk of your self-worth has been (unhealthily) tied to how you look, any change in that can really mess with your head. It’s been messing with mine — even before the injury.