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But I am going to dial back the level of lewdness- sorry😕. I've decided to do this for a couple reasons. I've started HRT which kind of kills your libido, not entirely for me, yet at least, but definitely lessened it a lot. I'm also just kind of in a weird place right now. I've always been confident in my sexuality, and I still am, but learning to interact with my sexuality as a woman is a new journey for me, so I'd like to ease into it.

That being said the lewdness level isn't going straight to zero, so don't worry too much😄.

So.. I'm going to iron out exactly what changes I'm going to make, and I'll see you guys tomorrow:)

- Pix

P.S. Gonna remove any "femboy" branding/tags from my stream bc I just don't feel quite right identifying w/ it, but I'm not gonna be upset or adamant about how people refer to me at all. I really don't care all that much, and I obviously still pretty much look like a boy so as long as everyone is having fun, idrc🤷‍♀️

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So..... I'm trans.

This is.. probably not hugely shocking to anyone lol. But it has been sort of a shock to me, honestly, and I'm pretty nervous about it still. Around the time I started streaming on this site is when my egg started to crack(which, I really chose a good time for that, huh?😐)- or at least reached the point where I couldn't ignore how I felt anymore. I guess streaming as a femboy may have been some form of denial of truly accepting my identity while still indulging in my desire to present fem? Idk. But regardless it only served to accelerate everything lol. Realizing I hate going back to dressing and acting like a man when I end my streams made it kind of hard to avoid the obvious.

So, what does it mean for my channel?

Well, I still want to stream, so I'm gonna!

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